Everything I think I know seems to disappear every now and then I can't seem to hold on to things that are true. I forget and hurt all over again. What am I doubting and why? Why do things stop being enough Why do I close off and shut down? Like a faulty hard drive, everything wipes clean and I default back to a barren landscape of fear and desolation Like a small baby who is surprised by peek-a-boo each time he plays I'm relieved when he appears from behind my door but the minute he leaves it's like I'll never see him again I forget he was just hear... I'm sorry for forgetting. I'm sorry for running away and crying... and with your call and just a few minutes of your words my fears have just as easily been forgotten. I'm sorry.
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